Sorry..

Remember what we promised..

remember all the time we spent..

I'm not going to let it fade away..

I ONLY NEED YOU

they try to destroy us..

out of sheer hatred,

jealousy,

anger and envy...

i just wanna tell you that..

no matter what they do,

through thick and thin..

i'll always be by your side.

It's your choice to believe this floating words,

i can re-asure you that those are pure..

lies.

remember this song we sang ?

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

this words are always by me..

for every word is true..

the last verse..

it's what i'm saying to you now..

i love you forever and always.

Shoooot...
today was a reaaaaly tiring day..
school was same as usual XD
except the part where i had...
STOMACH ACHE !!
hurt so bad..
for abt 55 mins..
i was in hell !!!!


well shooting range was ok =]
FUN i mean XD
i shot a Burelli model 9.2
Damn syok man =]
also..I BEAT ADAM'S HIGHSCORE !
he shot 57 targets in 1 min,
i shot 68 targets in 1 minute !!
beat that ADAM !! Xp

LOST IMAGES !! XD sophia tham =]

Well missing you like crap =(
but just thinking of you nakes me smile :]
cause you bring out the best in me !
without you..
i couldn't achieve all my goals~
so i'm saying,
i'm the luckiest guy to ever have a girl like you..
I love you...those three words are only for you(and parents)
but mostly you !!!!


well ...the end =]

AAH !!

Today was a big day for us !
Cordon Blue~


well we started of shaky..
with the appetizers and le fonte.
when Chef Daniel came..
we were shacking like mad !
especially Chester XD
sad fella !


we competed with the best culinary schools !
Singapore Sunrise,
Melronati,
Le Ron de Qua,
Commis del patro,


They were feared of very much !!
aaaah
They were seriously good..
but the teamwork they have.
SUCK !
arguin all the time XD
but our team..more like family never argued..
we're like brothers and sisters man..
Chester, Christopher, Anastasia, Paltrov and Clare..
Remember when we started in 2004 XD
7 YEARS TOGETHER !!!


we did Wild mushrooms kebab with olives
for appetizers =]
Malted juice for le fonte XD
the main dish was Pork loin with portobello with..
TRUFFLE OIL !!!

and...
we won the GRAND PRIZE !!!! XDXD


well i did my best..
what really motivated me is you...
Sophia Tham =]
when i think of you..
i feel that i have no limts'
thanks
XD

Long time eh ?

Update time !!


well, my blog hasn't been alive for weeks..
so just want to say that i had a really good week..
with sophia =]
aaaahh...
she's leaving on monday :(


well this is for you dear..

I'm gonna miss you.

I'm gonna miss the way you looked at me.
And the way you held me in your arms and kissed me.

I'm gonna miss the way you make me laugh, and how my heart melts when i see you.
And all the little things you do just so you can see me smile.

I'm gonna miss you and everything you do.

I'm gonna miss you forever and always. 

I Love you Sophia Tham..

:]

3 days left !!!
till i see you =]
so excited XDXD


wrote this for you in school dear ,

Put your arms around me
Hold me just like this 
Cover me with love
So much I don't exist

Heal me far from pain
Start long before you end
Give me reasons to believe
that i am worthy for you

Free me from my worries
Destroy my doubt
Leave the past behind
And seek the future out

Go beyond your limits !!
(We'll pass the others by)
And make love part of history
That no one can deny

So, put your arms around me
Let our hearts beat as one 
Hold me for as long as you can
And let this love endure.

it may suck,

but i wrote it with my heart :]

Ai shi teru♥

loving you is all i can do~

dearest Sophia Tham.

Sophia Tham Ji Quan

Always remember that i love you~


I'm always one step below you,
i may not be perfect..
but i love you~
that's all that matters right :)



Sophia, when i miss you..
i always tell myself i have to make you proud,
by being successful like you.
i really wish that we'll be together forever..



People are just jealous rite ?
just ignore them ok dear..
remember our promise ? :)
that's all that counts ;D



Life without you would be sorrowful
therefore i'm the luckiest person,
to have you~
but sometimes i feel that i'm being a burden..



every breath i take reminds me of you..
this is how much I miss you Sophia~
words are just..
not enough to tell you how beautiful you are~



Ignore those foolish people..
they don't know what we shared..
only thing that matters is i love you~
most-terestest :]




Wo Ai Ni♥
words are not enough , believe it.
9 days left~

Missing you every Second

Sophia...you were on my mind when i woke up this morning
remembering your smile



i guess the next time i'll see your face
will take a little while



i was remembering your arms around me
love the way they always feel warm



with you by my side
i completely feel no harm



i was remembering your voice
makes my heart skip a beat



but without you...
my whole body's weak



i was remembering our times
the good and the bad
the funny times when you cheered me up
and especially the sad



remembering your eyes
how they always meet mine



remembering all the little things you do
to make my life worthwhile
i was wondering when we'll be together
just us two



i guess i'm missing you more than i usually do
please remember me always..




i love you most...




the end♥