Sorry..

Remember what we promised..

remember all the time we spent..

I'm not going to let it fade away..

I ONLY NEED YOU

they try to destroy us..

out of sheer hatred,

jealousy,

anger and envy...

i just wanna tell you that..

no matter what they do,

through thick and thin..

i'll always be by your side.

It's your choice to believe this floating words,

i can re-asure you that those are pure..

lies.

remember this song we sang ?

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

this words are always by me..

for every word is true..

the last verse..

it's what i'm saying to you now..

i love you forever and always.

Shoooot...
today was a reaaaaly tiring day..
school was same as usual XD
except the part where i had...
STOMACH ACHE !!
hurt so bad..
for abt 55 mins..
i was in hell !!!!


well shooting range was ok =]
FUN i mean XD
i shot a Burelli model 9.2
Damn syok man =]
also..I BEAT ADAM'S HIGHSCORE !
he shot 57 targets in 1 min,
i shot 68 targets in 1 minute !!
beat that ADAM !! Xp

LOST IMAGES !! XD sophia tham =]

Well missing you like crap =(
but just thinking of you nakes me smile :]
cause you bring out the best in me !
without you..
i couldn't achieve all my goals~
so i'm saying,
i'm the luckiest guy to ever have a girl like you..
I love you...those three words are only for you(and parents)
but mostly you !!!!


well ...the end =]

AAH !!

Today was a big day for us !
Cordon Blue~


well we started of shaky..
with the appetizers and le fonte.
when Chef Daniel came..
we were shacking like mad !
especially Chester XD
sad fella !


we competed with the best culinary schools !
Singapore Sunrise,
Melronati,
Le Ron de Qua,
Commis del patro,


They were feared of very much !!
aaaah
They were seriously good..
but the teamwork they have.
SUCK !
arguin all the time XD
but our team..more like family never argued..
we're like brothers and sisters man..
Chester, Christopher, Anastasia, Paltrov and Clare..
Remember when we started in 2004 XD
7 YEARS TOGETHER !!!


we did Wild mushrooms kebab with olives
for appetizers =]
Malted juice for le fonte XD
the main dish was Pork loin with portobello with..
TRUFFLE OIL !!!

and...
we won the GRAND PRIZE !!!! XDXD


well i did my best..
what really motivated me is you...
Sophia Tham =]
when i think of you..
i feel that i have no limts'
thanks
XD

Long time eh ?

Update time !!


well, my blog hasn't been alive for weeks..
so just want to say that i had a really good week..
with sophia =]
aaaahh...
she's leaving on monday :(


well this is for you dear..

I'm gonna miss you.

I'm gonna miss the way you looked at me.
And the way you held me in your arms and kissed me.

I'm gonna miss the way you make me laugh, and how my heart melts when i see you.
And all the little things you do just so you can see me smile.

I'm gonna miss you and everything you do.

I'm gonna miss you forever and always. 

I Love you Sophia Tham..

:]

3 days left !!!
till i see you =]
so excited XDXD


wrote this for you in school dear ,

Put your arms around me
Hold me just like this 
Cover me with love
So much I don't exist

Heal me far from pain
Start long before you end
Give me reasons to believe
that i am worthy for you

Free me from my worries
Destroy my doubt
Leave the past behind
And seek the future out

Go beyond your limits !!
(We'll pass the others by)
And make love part of history
That no one can deny

So, put your arms around me
Let our hearts beat as one 
Hold me for as long as you can
And let this love endure.

it may suck,

but i wrote it with my heart :]

Ai shi teru♥

loving you is all i can do~

dearest Sophia Tham.

Sophia Tham Ji Quan

Always remember that i love you~


I'm always one step below you,
i may not be perfect..
but i love you~
that's all that matters right :)



Sophia, when i miss you..
i always tell myself i have to make you proud,
by being successful like you.
i really wish that we'll be together forever..



People are just jealous rite ?
just ignore them ok dear..
remember our promise ? :)
that's all that counts ;D



Life without you would be sorrowful
therefore i'm the luckiest person,
to have you~
but sometimes i feel that i'm being a burden..



every breath i take reminds me of you..
this is how much I miss you Sophia~
words are just..
not enough to tell you how beautiful you are~



Ignore those foolish people..
they don't know what we shared..
only thing that matters is i love you~
most-terestest :]




Wo Ai Ni♥
words are not enough , believe it.
9 days left~

Missing you every Second

Sophia...you were on my mind when i woke up this morning
remembering your smile



i guess the next time i'll see your face
will take a little while



i was remembering your arms around me
love the way they always feel warm



with you by my side
i completely feel no harm



i was remembering your voice
makes my heart skip a beat



but without you...
my whole body's weak



i was remembering our times
the good and the bad
the funny times when you cheered me up
and especially the sad



remembering your eyes
how they always meet mine



remembering all the little things you do
to make my life worthwhile
i was wondering when we'll be together
just us two



i guess i'm missing you more than i usually do
please remember me always..




i love you most...




the end♥

Sorry

i'm sorry sophia..
i know i've not been updating ,
due to sheer homeworks..
but here's the catch ,
i'll update frequently k =]
Even the busiest people have time XD


i love you and miss you so so much..
Valentines without you...
is like no reasons to celebrate it...
but i know over there is wayyy more fun XD


well i'll keep you posted on the next episode yea :)
make sure you're smilling while readind k dear =)
muacks♥

Day 4

MARATHON !! 40 km
Sprained my leg...
badly..
haihzzzzz....


anyway~
today was a great day XD
SESAT SESAT XD
ah !! being random =]
DAAAAAAAAARREN KEEE !!!


was staring at the sky..thinking..
sophia ?
do you miss me ?
then i looked down and sayed..
I love you sophia..
then i limped to my transporters car..


today is also...
my GRAND DAD birthday !!!!!!!!
HAPPY 78th BIRTHDAY !!!
celebrated at Goldendragon


Then came home and online abit
then Thumm!!
sleeped XDXD


the end ♥

Day 3

SCHOOL !!!
same old same old XD
Did the same old things~
Darren Kee !!!!!
help me in my Mod Maths Pleeease !!!


also i went in the wrong toilet...zzz
went to the LADIES !!!
i didn't realise till i came out~
then i saw the word :
tandas perempuan (ladies toilet) !!!


Can't stop missing you dear...
but you always give me the motivation to move on =]
i love you and only you~


then went to KL for cooking Class
our theme was Bakunzun..
Japanese Pastry !!!
turned out pretty ok la..
except Jenson's..
his looks like a piece of..
ROCK covered with red bean paste !


ahhh...went home and Dufff...
snoooOooors~


the end ♥

Day 2

Was listening to canon in D in the morning..

that song always reeminds me of sophia~

Went off to school~

as usual XD

school was pretty boring though..

Accounts is KILLING ME !!!!

Chem is fun fun fun~

then a boooooring day starts when i went home...

homework..

homework.....

HOMEWORK !!!!

Than played with dear's music box =]

miss you so so much~

and fell asleep =)

The end ♥

Day 1

well today is pretty fun XD

we had a little trouble with Pui SAn's bottle..

that crybaby

And Sheryn seriously has a bad attitude and mouth too

Darren and i manage to solve this little matter

which turned big !

thabks to Sheryn and Bryan wong

some people just don't know when to grow up..

Had cheer practice as usual xp

Seng Loh as usual...

the JOKER XDXD

Everything i do...

i always think of you..

if it's impossible..

i'll always think of you and i can do it !

thank you my dear..i love you..

I miss you soso much..

starring at the sky and wondering..

what are you thinking about

all i need you to say is i love you and..

my whole day is perfect ;)

i love and miss you sophia~♥ 

Notification

the update will start on the 26th

i'll update it daily for you my dearest sophia x3

I love you most~

gonna miss you to the max..

remember me as a friend who loves you..

Update on recent events XD

On the the 9^th January

FUTSAL~

Well not really a good time cause…

I injured my hip XD

But I still scored 4 goals !

Lucky shots ;)

Spend the rest of the day with dear =]

Sophia I definitely enjoyed every second with you ;)

Haaa~

i wish I can be a pillow..

so you hold me tight ;D

sitting next you is like sitting next to god =]

I feel so safe~

Went to Restaurant Murni for dinner

FIRST time dear finished her food !

Big plate also !

My dish was extremely SPICY !!!

Had like 20 stick of dried chillie inside that dish XD

Then we went back to our place

It was raining while we walked back..

But I enjoyed it =]

Me and dear shared an umbrella~

i wanted that moment to last while you were holding me tightly ;D

chilled at my place till 1045

than dear went home =(

but I get to see her tomorrow XD

TODAY !!!

Church at 7.00 !

Still sleepy…

After that  went for boring Sunday school~

Haihzz..

Teachers are getting more boring..

Life is like that.

Then went out with dear !

Picked her up at Chempaka

It’s a restaurant XD

Then went to Homemade restaurant for lunch

Sophia was sooo full T^T

Then came back to my house

Why when is your turn to decide

I end up deciding for you XD

Went to the playground XD

Had a galore time with my dearest Sophia ;)

Played the swing

Mini flying fox

And sit around a chat =]

It was a half dream half not a dream XDXD

Than we went to Ipoh white Coffee to chill =]

While coming back it was raining XD

Someone sayed it wouldn’t rain~ Xp

luckily I brought and umbrella

we shared one and walked home

after that we went for a KOREAN bbq dinner X)

Sooo~ full man XD

Uncle charles ordered for like 10 pax !

But we only have six XD

Me , dear , jordan , jon , uncle charles and auntie anna XD

After that in the car we talked about my dad

I love my daddy so much XD

But I love my dearest Sophia most =]

So I had to say goodbye to dear=(

But I’ll still see you next Sunday  ;D

Your turn to plan k =]

Nerds forever ♥

I love you , I miss you♥